kata hati berkata...(english:words of heart says..-my english is not very good bt i try to improve it)

"ouh..its hurt.."
the eyes said "err...im leaking"
mIsS cheeks asked, "whats that rolling down on me??"
...And i start to realize it...
oh my..im crying...why??
why am i still crying?
i cant bear it anymore
as every seconds encounter
make the heart beats slow
the eyes leak and cant barely stop
i dont know wether its true or false
...or am i just too much of those..?
well,its not hatred though
just some sort of thought
the moment i want to forget you was the moment i start missing you
you should have known..
but darling
great to think you hate me than to know you love me
cause i know, we'll never meant to be together
now im avoiding you
but most of it hurts me too
dont turn around now
cause..every glances make the heart bleed too

nOt liKe e oTher GaL by rAsmus

No more blame
I am destined to keep you save
Gotta rescue the flameGotta rescue the flame in your heart
No more blood
I will be there for you my love
I will stand by your side
The world has forsaken my girl

Should I've seen it would be this wayShould I've known from the start what she's up to
When you've loved and you've lost someone
You know what it feels like to lose


She's fading away
Away from this world
Drifting like a feather
She's not like the other girlsShe lives in the clouds
And talks to the birds
Hopeless little one
She's not like the other girls

No more shame
She has felt too much pain in her lifeIn her mind she's repeating the wordsAll the love you put out will return to you
Should I've seen it would be this way
Should I've known from the start what she's up toWhen you've loved and you've lost someone close to you
You know what it feels like to lose

She's fading awayAway from this world
Drifting like a feather
She's not like the other girls
She lives in the clouds
And talks to the birdsHopeless little one
She's not like the other girls

the lyrics itself really touch ma heart deeply.it might sound ridiculous bt tats e truth..feels like e song was telling story bout a gal..n tat gal was me.

it was 4 me frm sum1

Follow through
Make your dreams come true
Don't give up the fight
You will be all right
Cause there's no one like you
In the universe

Don't be afraid
What your mind conceals
You should make a stand
Stand up for what you believe
And tonight we can truly say
Together we're invincible

And during the struggle
They will pull us down
But please, please let's use this chance to
Turn things around
And tonight we can truly say
Together we're invincible

Do it on your own
Makes no difference to me
What you leave behind
What you choose to be
and whatever they say
Your soul's unbreakable

And during the struggle
They will pull us down
But please, please let's use this chance to
Turn things around
And tonight we can truly say
Together we're invincible
Together we're invincible

And during the struggle
They will pull us down
Please, please let's use this chance to
Turn things around
And tonight we can truly say
Together we're invincible

(fell a lot better now..fuhh!!!)

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bonekA

benang-benang indah mencapai tangan BONEKA...
LIHATLAH!
BONEKA sedang menari dengan lincah...
BERGERAKLAH!
sungguh langkah sang BONEKA mampu memudarkan duka..mengubat lara..walau seketika cuma..
indah memang INDAH..tapi PERCAYALAH..BONEKA hanya mampu menurut perintah..
BONEKA masih LINCAH mengikut ritma, badan diputar bersama..tangan di hayun ke kiri dan kanannya..
sang benang masih tangkas melibas..si BONEKA pula hanya mampu mengikut rentak..jauh di dasar..BONEKA memberontak..
senyum terpapar,JIWA TERSASAR..begitulah kisah si BONEKA...

mengapa tak kau SENTAK saja benangnya BONEKA??
mengapa tak kau jeritkan sahaja pada dunia KISAHMU BONEKA?

suara boneka masih bersembunyi disebalik tabir merah

MENGAPA??MASIH JUGA MENGAPA..??
DAN MENGAPA WAHAI BONEKA?

aaaahhh!!!TIDAK BOSANKAH BERTANYA??

dea hanya BONEKA!

BONEKA hanya mampu bergerak..tapi jiwanya lumpuh..hatinya rapuh..hidupnya pupus...

BONEKA hanya mampu mengubat duka mereka tapi lukanya pula masih pekat merah..

BONEKA tak mampu berkata apa..
bukan kerana BISU..bukan jua kerna KELU...

USAH bertanya...
usah salahkan sesiapa...

DEA HANYALAH BONEKA
DEA HANYALAH CIPTAAN KOSONG TAK BERNYAWA...

DEA LAH BONEKA!

uTkMu

Dun blame me 4 ignoring u,
but blame me 4 i fell 4 u..

dun hate me for leaving u,
but hate me for i care too much for u..

I dun understand but its true,
u made me melt n throw me like trash...
i trusted u but u fed me wt ur lies..

And it's a little late 4 explanations,
There isn't anything dat you can do,
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver,
So you will listen when I say..

I dun wanna stay another minute,
I dun wanna u 2 say a single word,
There is no other way, I get the final say,
Because..

I dun wanna do this any longer,
I dun 1 u!!
There's nothing left to say..

 No more words, no more lies, no more crying
 No more pain, no more hurt, no more TRYING...!!

ouh semalam

sayup kedengaran dari jauh suara azan berkumandang
ouh
aku xmampu lelapkan mata
selepas apa berlaku hari ini
aku kira aku tidak mampu untuk beraksi di pentas fana ini
namun kekuatan ini ku kumpul dengan segala memori dan ingatan terhadap keluarga yang jauh diseberang
akan bagaimana harusku tempuh segala andai nya esok masih ada?
nk kata aku xmampu,aku tak lemah.
ahh..
kesejukkan angin subuh begitu menyingkap nostalgia
pnah or x..btol or tak..
tapi e2 laa kebenarannya.
hari ini ialah esok kepada semalam..dan semalam ialah kelmarin bagi hari esok
masa berlalu tapi aku masih memeluk memori semalam..
terlupa menggapai harapan hari ini
ketinggalan impian esok hari..
haihh..
ape nk jadi neh..?
inikah kehidupan bosan atau tiada motif mahupun tujuan?